{"id":390,"date":"2026-05-28T14:40:27","date_gmt":"2026-05-28T09:40:27","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/viralstoryworld.com\/?p=390"},"modified":"2026-05-28T14:40:27","modified_gmt":"2026-05-28T09:40:27","slug":"part-2-she-lives-with-fourteen-pit-bulls-nobody-else-would-keep-i-asked-her-how-she-wasnt-already-broken","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/viralstoryworld.com\/index.php\/2026\/05\/28\/390\/","title":{"rendered":"Part 2: She Lives With Fourteen Pit Bulls Nobody Else Would Keep \u2014 I Asked Her How She Wasn\u2019t Already Broken"},"content":{"rendered":"
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Part 2<\/strong><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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Diane was a hospice nurse for twenty-six years.<\/p>\n

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I didn\u2019t know that when I drove up. She didn\u2019t lead with it. I found out an hour in, when I asked why she wasn\u2019t afraid of the dying part, and she looked at me like I\u2019d asked why she wasn\u2019t afraid of weather.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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She worked the night shift mostly, at a facility off Union Avenue, sitting with people in their last hours so they wouldn\u2019t be alone in the dark. She retired early. She doesn\u2019t say why, but I think twenty-six years of last hours is a number a body can only hold so much of.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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Her husband, Ray, died in 2019. Heart. Fast. She told me this while a fat old dog named Sugar leaned her entire weight against Diane\u2019s shins, and Diane absently dropped a hand to the dog\u2019s head without breaking the sentence.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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The first dog she took after Ray was a pit bull named Boone.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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Boone was twelve, deaf, and had been returned three times. The rescue told her, kindly, that he was a \u201chospice placement.\u201d That he didn\u2019t have long. That she should understand what she was signing up for.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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She told me she laughed at that. Not meanly. She just said, \u201cHoney, hospice placement is the only kind of placement I know how to do.\u201d<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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Here is the small thing. The thing I want you to hold onto.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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That first night, Diane set up a bed for Boone in her bedroom. And Boone wouldn\u2019t use it. He dragged the blanket \u2014 old, deaf, arthritic \u2014 out of the bedroom and down the hall to the front door, and he slept there. Against the door. Facing it.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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Every dog she took after that did the same thing. Eventually. Always toward the front door.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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Diane thought it was a quirk. She thought maybe rescue dogs just liked exits.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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She had no idea.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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Part 3<\/strong><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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Over the next four years, the house filled up the way a slow leak fills a basement.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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Diane never went looking for fourteen dogs. She just kept getting the call that other people get to ignore. A shelter coordinator at the end of her shift. A vet tech who couldn\u2019t watch one more old pittie get returned.\u00a0Diane, I know it\u2019s a lot to ask. But he\u2019s out of time, and you\u2019re the only number I have left to call.<\/em><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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She was always the last number.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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There was Tank, who came in 2021 \u2014 eleven years old, returned twice, with a heart murmur you could feel through his chest like a moth in a jar. There was Old Lady, who nobody had bothered to name in three adoptions, so Diane just called her what the kennel card called her. There was Pepper, deaf and half-blind, who had been returned at thirteen because the family was \u201cmoving.\u201d<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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Diane learned all their medications. She learned which ones needed their food warmed. She learned that Sugar would only take a pill if she thought she was stealing it. She built ramps over her two porch steps out of plywood so the bad-hipped ones could still get to the yard.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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And she watched, year after year, every new dog do the same strange thing.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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They came in. They settled. And within a week or two, every one of them dragged their bed toward the front door and slept facing it.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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Fourteen dogs. Different breeds of pit bull, different ages, different histories, no contact with each other before Diane. And all of them, eventually, lying down at night pointed at the door like a row of compass needles.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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She mentioned it to me almost as a joke. \u201cMy whole pack sleeps like they\u2019re waiting for a pizza,\u201d she said.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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But I saw her face when she said it. She wasn\u2019t joking all the way through.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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She had noticed. She had noticed for years. And somewhere under the joke, it had started to bother her, the way a sound in the wall bothers you at three in the morning \u2014 not loud, just\u00a0there<\/em>, just unexplained.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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I asked her if she\u2019d ever figured out why they did it.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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She wiped down the counter for a while before she answered.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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\u201cI used to think it was me,\u201d she said. \u201cI used to think they were waiting for me to leave them. Like the others did.\u201d<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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She stopped wiping.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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\u201cIt took me a long time to understand it was the opposite.\u201d<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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Part 4<\/strong><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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The crying came in the afternoon.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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We had been talking for hours. Marcus was still out under the lemon tree, wrapped now in the quilt from the heater. Diane had called a man she knew with a backhoe; he was coming after five.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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She made us both coffee, and she sat down at the kitchen table, and somewhere in the middle of a sentence about Marcus\u2019s favorite spot of sun, she stopped.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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Her face didn\u2019t crumple. It just \u2014 stilled.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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And then the tears came down it in two straight lines, fast, the way water comes down a window. She didn\u2019t sob. She didn\u2019t cover her face. She just sat there at her own kitchen table and let it happen, with her hands flat on the wood and her coffee going cold, and one old dog named Sugar got up with great difficulty and crossed the whole kitchen to put her gray chin on Diane\u2019s knee.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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It lasted maybe ninety seconds.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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Then Diane took a breath, and wiped her face with the flat of her hand the way you\u2019d wipe a table, and she said the thing.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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She said: \u201cI don\u2019t get to be sad long. That\u2019s not the job.\u201d<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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I asked her what she meant.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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And she said \u2014 and I have thought about this every day since \u2014 she said:<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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\u201cI\u2019m where they come to. After everybody else sent them back. I\u2019m the last place. And being the last place somebody trusts you with their whole self \u2014 that\u2019s not a sad thing. That\u2019s the highest thing there is. You don\u2019t get to be the last place\u00a0and<\/em>\u00a0fall apart. You just get to be honored.\u201d<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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She looked out the window at the lemon tree.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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\u201cMarcus had four homes,\u201d she said. \u201cThree of them gave him back. The fourth one was me. And I didn\u2019t give him back.\u201d<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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She picked her coffee up, found it cold, set it down again.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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\u201cThat\u2019s the whole thing,\u201d she said. \u201cI didn\u2019t give him back.\u201d<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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I thought that was the end of the story. I really did. I had my four hundred words. I had more than I needed. A retired hospice nurse, fourteen broken dogs, a hard and beautiful sentence about being the last place. I started thinking about how to write it.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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Then Diane said, \u201cYou want to know the part I only figured out last year?\u201d<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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Part 5<\/strong><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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She told me to go look at the front door.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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I didn\u2019t understand. I went anyway.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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The front door of Diane\u2019s house has a window in the top half \u2014 an old, wavy pane of glass. And on the inside of that glass, at exactly the height of a sitting dog\u2019s nose, there is a band of cloudy smudge worn into it. Years of it. Nose grease and breath, polished into a permanent fog about eight inches wide.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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Diane came up behind me.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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\u201cThey don\u2019t sleep at the door because they\u2019re scared of me leaving,\u201d she said. \u201cI had that backwards for years.\u201d<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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She put her finger on the smudged glass.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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\u201cThey sleep at the door so they can see it coming.\u201d<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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I asked her \u2014 see\u00a0what<\/em>\u00a0coming.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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\u201cThe next time,\u201d she said. \u201cEvery one of these dogs has been packed up and driven away by a person they trusted. One to three times each. They know the sequence. The leash comes out. The bags get loaded. The door opens. And the world they had is over.\u201d<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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She tapped the glass once.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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\u201cSo they sleep where they can watch the door. Not waiting for it to open\u00a0for<\/em>\u00a0them. Waiting to\u00a0see it happen<\/em>, so it never happens to them again without warning.\u201d<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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She said the dogs had taught it to each other.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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Not on purpose. She\u2019d watched it. A new dog comes in, frightened, sleeps wherever. And within two weeks that dog has copied the pack \u2014 has found a spot in the row by the door. Nobody trained it. The new dog just watched thirteen older dogs do the same thing every night and understood, without a single word, what the spot was\u00a0for<\/em>.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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It was learned. Passed down. Dog to dog to dog, a survival habit handed along a line of animals who had each been returned and returned and returned.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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The whole pack was sleeping in formation against the memory of being given back.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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Part 6<\/strong><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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I went back to the front window and looked at that band of fog on the glass, and everything I\u2019d seen that day rearranged itself.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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The dogs at the back fence that morning, when Diane carried Marcus out \u2014 spaced apart, quiet, heads low, no panic. I\u2019d thought they were grieving. They were. But they were also doing something I hadn\u2019t had the eyes to see. They were\u00a0watching the procedure<\/em>. Watching where a body goes. Confirming, the way they confirmed every night through the glass, that they could see the shape of what happens here.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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Boone, that first night, four years ago \u2014 old and deaf and arthritic \u2014 dragging his blanket down the hall to lie against the door. I had thought, when Diane told me, that it was sad. A dog who liked exits. It wasn\u2019t sadness. It was a deaf old dog who had been returned three times and had decided, with the only logic he had left, that he would never again not see it coming.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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And Diane\u2019s first guess \u2014\u00a0they\u2019re waiting for me to leave them<\/em>\u00a0\u2014 was wrong in the most important way a thing can be wrong.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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They weren\u2019t waiting for Diane to leave.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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They had, every one of them, finally found the one door that the leash never came back out of. And they had organized their whole sleeping lives around keeping watch on it \u2014 and what they were watching, night after night, year after year, was the fact that nothing bad came through it anymore.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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The smudge on the glass wasn\u2019t a wound.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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It was four years of proof.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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I told Diane what I was thinking. That the worn spot on the window was, in a way, the opposite of what it looked like. That it looked like fourteen dogs braced for abandonment, but it was actually fourteen dogs slowly, nose-print by nose-print, learning that the abandonment had stopped.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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Diane was quiet a moment.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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Then she said, \u201cThat\u2019s why I don\u2019t get to grieve them long.\u201d<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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I waited.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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\u201cThey spent their whole lives watching a door, waiting for the bad thing,\u201d she said. \u201cI\u2019m not going to be the bad thing. Not even in how I miss them. When Marcus\u2019s time came, I needed the other thirteen to see me feed them right after. To see the house keep running. To see that the door stays shut.\u201d<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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She looked at me.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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\u201cMy grief is allowed,\u201d she said. \u201cIt\u2019s just not allowed to scare them.\u201d<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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Part 7<\/strong><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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The man with the backhoe came at a quarter past five.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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Before he did, Diane did something I want to describe exactly.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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She went out to the lemon tree, and she unwrapped Marcus\u2019s face from the quilt \u2014 just his face \u2014 and then she went back inside and, one at a time, she walked each of the other thirteen dogs out to him on a leash. Old dogs. Slow dogs. The three-legged one. She gave each of them as long as they wanted.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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She told me she does this every time.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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\u201cThey need to see,\u201d she said. \u201cIf a dog just disappears, the rest of them go back to watching the door harder. They think it happened again. They think somebody got taken.\u201d<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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So she shows them. Every single time. She walks the whole pack past the body of the one who\u2019s gone, so that thirteen dogs can understand that this one did not get\u00a0returned<\/em>\u00a0\u2014 this one got\u00a0stayed with<\/em>, all the way to the lemon tree, in the yard, at home.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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And then, every night since I met her, Diane does one more thing.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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She told me about it on the phone, weeks later, when I called to check the spelling of the dogs\u2019 names for this piece.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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Every night, before bed, she walks down the hall to the front door, and she puts her own hand flat on the cloudy smudge in the glass \u2014 palm against all those years of nose prints \u2014 and she stands there for a moment with the porch light on.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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Thirteen dogs lie behind her in their row, watching the door.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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And she lets them watch her not leave.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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Part 8<\/strong><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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I never wrote the four hundred words.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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I couldn\u2019t make them small enough.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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Diane is fifty-five. She has thirteen old pit bulls now, and the lemon tree has seven names under it, and the neighbors still call her the crazy dog lady, and she still does not care.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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The last thing she said to me, in the driveway, was not sad.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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She said, \u201cSomebody has to be the last place.\u201d<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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Then she went inside to feed them.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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The porch light was already on.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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Follow this page for more stories about the people who choose to be the last place a broken thing lands.<\/em><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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